Swamped.

Oh man my space now really seemed dead but I’m really up to my neck with certain things so, can’t do much here.

I would love to talk about the many things that had happened and recite in details what I have been up to but time doesn’t allow me to so I’m just going to show photos and thank God for every piece of memory that came etched along with them.

Really kind of precious.

On why I love Leepeng

Me(after CH3003): Leepeng! I’m so sad for my paper I couldn’t do one big question! I feel so sad la!

Leepeng: Okay okay don’t be sad I buy you donuts.

And there she came with all of these for me alone! Cool or what. Thanks buddy, I really enjoyed them!

On my silly dog

Beside being really silly, she has been really adorable and clingy. I stuck a post it on her head and she didn’t even notice.
This cute little piece of furball.

On Megalife-YA gig

This is Josh and he’s really a talented but very humble guy.

He’s pretty cool!

My area leaders are punk-ish. I look a little like a misfit. Hahaha.

Amanda and me.

Pau+Alyssa+Me.

I hope she don’t see this but hey I love ah goh!

She’s pretty cool too.

Leaders+YA band! It was fun having them around.

Okay I really must go now! Hope this suffices.

For now.

Bye and oh Peishan, I miss you la.

(:

Just cruising around..

Oh yes so the three tests came and go, and without His grace, I probably couldn’t even survive one. I embraced Friday with much anticipation, to go town with Leep and everything. A duper pleasant surprise dropped by and I am still feeling the aftermath of the whole incident.

But oh well, it is just something silly after all. (:

Saturday was great, going to church without rushing, being fully rested and focused. I had a new girl in cell and I thank God that she was able to fit in just as fine with the rest of the girls. Then I spent some time with Shing, opting to go for supper(something that I haven’t done in a real long time). We talked about all sort of stuff that I know I can talk to her about. I asked for her opinions, listened to her advice. I love Shingshing! What a great friend God has given to me.

Great and encouraging friend don’t come by so often. So I know how to appreciate them when they do.

I went to church and a long lunch on sunday. It was long because everyone was just busy catching up with everyone from everywhere. It was actually quite a nice thing really, even though we took one hour from the time service ended to walk and settle at the food place which is a maximum of 15mins walk away. -_-”

But we just had to ask of everyone, to at least know that they are coping fine.

The very nice Shingshing sent me to Van’s house for my long awaited team outing. No full team but at least the regulars were around. I miss shumin! But I knew she had to be somewhere else and I’m glad to choose to go there although we missed her at the team outing.

It was van’s house again, but the cake was different this time round. I remember we always celebrate the birthdays of the 3ofthem together. 2005 in Manhanttan. 2006 at Changi Sakae. 2007, this time round at van’s house. We watched a little of Full House(again!) and being our usual chatter.

It was always catching up for me with the people outside ntu. The nus and smu peeps that are so busy with so many things! But it was finally good to hear from MINDY LEOW! And just listening, and prehaps a little gossiping which we shouldn’t have. Some of stayed for dinner and we had 3 different kind of soups in a row! We conferred the title of “Magic kitchen” to van’s kitchen. Hahaha. Many thanks to her parents for hosting us ever so generously.

Van craved for steamboat. And so did I. I craved for all those past team outings when the full team was around(not that last night one was bad). Or rather those time when I didn’t know anything, didn’t form any thoughts or have any reservation. I don’t think it is possible to go back to there now…

In any case, it was 3 days well spent and they made me very very happy.

I was so bored last night I went to revamp mackey. I downloaded Firefox which by the way is much better than Safari. Sorry for my slowness. I got myself adium which I saw Van using and microsoft messenger for mac. I have decided to ditch aMSN! Because aMSN is too messy and uncool. Human nature isn’t it? Always ditching what was familiar and have served us well for something new.

And I got myself a couple of widgets… since they are all freeware.

Term break suddenly, and I’m lost, don’t know how to plan my time. Haha.

Hey God, can you please do THIS for me? Fix this mess for me! Give me a stronger heart!

What I mean is.. God, can you please give me this thing first? After that I will learn how to pray!

Or God! Can you please give me stability now, and after that I will learn what it means to trust you!

And oh about the stronger heart, give me a stronger heart so that I can face all the temptation in the World and not even blink!

No, no child. You have got the order all wrong.

Learn how to pray and seek my kingdom first, and all things will be given to you.

Learn how to trust me in times of instability and you will experience what stability is all about.

And lastly, you got to exercise and undergo training for your heart, before it can get strong; you got to put in some effort.

Huh… why don’t you just give me a strong heart first? I am weak! I can’t exercise my weak heart, I will die!

…..

I hope none of us have such a conversation with God, but I guess we do bargain with Him times and times again about how certain things should be. God welcomes our emotions, even if they are negative. But why do we argue with our Creator about the things He had said?

We all do things that we shouldn’t have.

Bummer.